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day of his (ostensible) bachelor-hood. He has now
left; the boy Rawson preceded him in
departure by a fortnight, and the adjoining room
is empty. I am very lonely. Have to interchange
a word or so with W. W. with Sol, none. Saw
Yewell and the Arnolds on Sunday last
This portion of my life would have its interest,
could I put it down. But it must remain
unwritten. Oh lonely life, and troubled brain,
when will you find rest? ��
x x x x
June.
This month has nearly spun past, un-noted.
Towards the close of the past one, the nervous at-
tacks reached such a crisis that I had to take
medical advice. I described the disease in detail
to Barth, who suggested cupping and the use of a
prescription which he did (not) enclose. So one
miserable morning when I felt as though I should
topple down apoplectically in the street I got let
blood to a considerable extent after the manner ad-
vised. The result may have been beneficial, certain-
ly was not hurtful, may have been neither. Next
day, however I was almost hysterically nervous, and
in further pursuance of Barth�s advice went to one
Dixon, Editor of the �Scalpel�� a character in
his way. The man is regarded as an Ishmaelite