assumes it, says he loves it, and will take care of it, �
she has �schooled herself� to it. Bah!
She never looked better in face and figure [words crossed out] than
this night. And she never looked worse. For as I looked
into her eyes knowing what she is, when I thought of these plans
and schemings, their folly and criminality, and vanity and wretch
ed selfishness; when I remembered little ignoble-looking Whytal�s
love for his child, patience with her whims and insult, I
knew right well he was for the truer hearted being. Out upon
her. I�m shamed to have wasted sympathy upon her. And
so let her pass. I�ll watch out the remainder of the play,
(perchance to put it to right good use in book work some day;)
but with only curiosity, not sympathy with the heroine, henceforth.
8. Monday. Drawing awhile, then to the �Times� Office, where
after sitting some fifteen minutes Raymond came. Settled about my
starting off for the West. Gave me papers &c, authorizing me as Times
Correspondent. Paid me $21 for Catskill Letters. Expenses &
letters paid in this Journey. Down stairs in the Office with him, seeing
about Travellers passes &c. Then out, and a score of things to
do, all the day. At Picayune Office, to Wells & Webbs for a
lot of blocks, to Strongs for money. Got $20 paid. To the Post
Office &c and a hurried dinner at Goslings. To Hutchings, to places
innumerable, hat buying, pencil buying, linen and hosiery buying,
this, that, & the other. To Leslie�s Office, �Illustrated News
Office. Saw Damoreau, for carpet bag and matters about sending
my letters in �Times�, home while I was out of town. Talk with
Leslie, met Waud there, parted from him; and calls again. At